shoutout to spotify for letting me know juicy j will be in my city omg.

i seriously am having an excited panic attack

HES MY FAVORITE RAPPER. IM LIKE GONNA CRY OMG. THIS IS MY DREAM

i’ll probably be the only white gurl… you know.. but whatevas

that feel when your parents want an explanation and you dance around with ‘yeah it’s whatever’ while still defending the ex. lol.

even now i won’t even say whats going on or anything that has happened. i don’t know if they foolishly believe me or pretend not to be aware.

i can’t bring myself to smear him. don’t think i’ll ever stop defending him,

woke up to the worst pain in my life

who believed heartache was a real fuckin’ thang.

so much for trying to ignore it lol i really thought it would work.

at least now i’m not having half as many horrible thoughts as i was earlier. maybe i can make it through the day. or the next minute. or a few seconds.

So here we are again at the start,
Lets get stuck.
These rooms are all reminders of you.

Your feelings aren’t in touch
with the words that are coming out of your lungs.

Calm now, lets both cool off.
We’ve both said things that we are not proud of.

How did we get so tired.
Those pills were no good for you.
They’ve turned you into something you are not,
something I just can’t stop.

I’ll wait.

For you to come back home.
Forget about all that keeps me from you.
This house built from bricks and stone
stands as a monument to the lies we told.

How did we get so tired.
Those pills were no good for you.
They’ve turned you into something you are not,
something I just can’t stop.

I’ll wait.
For you to come back round again
and fall in to our bed.