Say that you love me
I say that you’re lying
Cause I said we could work on it, you said “let’s leave it behind”
Couldn’t put together the picture I paint in my mind
So how I see you know insulting me is wasting my time
But we live and learn and learn and love and let go
Cause if we stay in this then we might make it worse than before
Another hard lesson, stressing taking personal notes
Remember sweet nothings, like baby, what’s the purpose in those?
Both of us saying it shouldn’t have went like that
But sometimes in love, it just get like that
Used to think that when it went wrong we’d get right back
You know, Cupid’s got another arrow, and shit like that
And for all of y’all watching I hope that this entertain you
And that you enjoyed this song that I sang you
Cause I’m still here laughing when it gets painful
Remembering the moments when I used to date you

i had this moment where.. watching TPB is really hard when a lot of people you love are Canadian. it reminds me of every single one of them. one in particular but w.e. my heart stops and im like ‘damn, you used to do that’ or ‘you would always say that to me’

shoutout to spotify for letting me know juicy j will be in my city omg.

i seriously am having an excited panic attack


i’ll probably be the only white gurl… you know.. but whatevas

that feel when your parents want an explanation and you dance around with ‘yeah it’s whatever’ while still defending the ex. lol.

even now i won’t even say whats going on or anything that has happened. i don’t know if they foolishly believe me or pretend not to be aware.

i can’t bring myself to smear him. don’t think i’ll ever stop defending him,

woke up to the worst pain in my life

who believed heartache was a real fuckin’ thang.

so much for trying to ignore it lol i really thought it would work.

at least now i’m not having half as many horrible thoughts as i was earlier. maybe i can make it through the day. or the next minute. or a few seconds.